Up And Down In AKLEINCNEY's World

life without danna sama sure different.. feel so lonely and empty.. that time when he around was so fun and doesnt feel empty at all.. life become so wonderful and has lots of meaning.. but now he left me here alone again and going back to wichita and start his life like normal again... how i miss the day that we spend together. i try to save some money but i think i spend so much lately.. there are so many stuff that need to buy.. i ought 4 shirt for him and i think it quite heavy and i think most probably it will cost more than 50 bug to send it through mail.. and today he said he also need a pai of lens so i need to spend some more.. :s nvm.. after that i can save the rest of my money.. and now what im worried about is the coming exam... two more week got SM exam, but i still cant study.. i dont know what wrong, i try to focus, but still, the mood is not there yet.. i think i need to plan my time according ly and make a time table for this month till the exam end, so i can make full use of the time that i has.. and i can finish my revision before time, cos i really want to get a good gred and show to papa... cos i need to maintain my GPA and go for masters's program in wichita also.. so need to start now.. and enough with movie and other uncessasary stuff, include indulge myself with food.. need to start up with diest again.. i cant continue live like this, i need to change.. and also need to start with the most important stuff first.. enough with lao kong.. he always going to be mine.. no need to worry, cos he promise .. so there no need to worry.. ok.. gambate !.. god bless me..

posted by akleincney @ 6:20 PM