All distinction
The result out last nite. Guess what. i got all distinction again. seem nothing so special anymore, and seem like no one care also. why ? i don't know, and may be there are lots of other explaination. i just happy for a while, get a kiss from mom and dad, and nothing else. and been lable as "bian tai" = crazy by my sibling, cos i get all distinction again. Plus, there also nothing been said by danna sama. he seem so busy or pretend to be busy or dont care .. I'm not sure.. And now im wondering whether i want to continue to be like this or should i take new path? there no meaning at all. I dont know whether i do the right thing. Should i believe in him, trust him, and just pretend like im so open mind, or dont care or what is happening? I'm a human being also, and everyone know they need affection. what did i get ? No... there nothing that i get in return. I know the time fly fast. I know I just need to wait for a couple of month and then we can be together. But will it change anything? What if there are something going on between the month before I left to the State? What if i meet some one else that even caring than him? and what if he did something behind my back? I dont know who should i talk to. i want to forget about it and just feel happy of what thing are, but then i miss to be love, i miss that some one really care about me. i miss to receive a love msg, and i miss a lot of thing. Why cant he treat me better? why cant he care about me more? even we do talk everyday, but it sound so different... so stranger... like i dont even know him any more. he get angry so fast... no compliment. and i need to follow what he said. i want to be treat as special person to some body.
posted by akleincney @ 8:14 PM
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