Up And Down In AKLEINCNEY's World

last time never dream about him that much.. always dream that he is far away.. but recently.. i always dream abou tus.. we spend time together and we doing stuff together.. how i miss him now.. previous day was a hectic day.. full with problem and misunderstanding.. even though my brain say it still doesnt make sense but i want to believe in him.. it very hard for me to keep on thinking all those emails.. it make my life misery and make me sick with all the headache, stomache, fever and insomia to come.. and i dont like that.. i love him and he say he love me too.. and he promise a lot of stuff.. so if he lie that mean he is the wicked person in this whole wide world.

but i dont think he will dare to do all those stuff to me cos i believe in him.. so i just jump into conclusion. i dont want to worry about the problem. and i also dont want to make thing big.. and dont want to burden him with this also.. so i just say " just forget about it" like there nothing happening at all.. and dont talk about it anymore, as i dont want to know anything single thing about it..

now i need to conmcentrate on study.. i got exam this week and also next week.. so just make it like a normal day and wait for him to come back and talk to me. and just let the time flow.. cos the time pass very fast and i'l go to state next year and this year it still have 6 month to go.. and new life will come new luck will come.. so just left al the unhappiness behind and just take the happy memory and move forward..

Alice ~ Gambate!!

posted by akleincney @ 7:04 AM