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Saturday, July 15, 2006

some one please help me !!

should I write or not ? but I need some body to talk to now.. I can't find him.. i called his room but instead the girl answer.. I can't believe it... Why she have the key to his room ? Why ?? He not even there and why should she be in there ? and why should she answer the phone ? It seem like she live there, she own everything over there... then what about me ? am I living in the reality ? Am I been cheated blindly ? Am I that stupid to be fooled? I don't know what should I do .. Why this thing always happen to me >?? Why always ? It always happen when I just want to forget about everything.. Why he can't just confess or at least come up with a really good reason ? Why he still want me ? Why he still say he love me ? It seem so fake.. Why he introduce his family to me ? And why he come back to look for me ? Why ???? and make me so upset about all this ... He make me happy, then make me worry.. then break my heart like this... He know that I don't like there another girl in the relationship... He always say he don't know what happen to the girl anymore.. but why the girl in his room while he was out ? This is totally insane... He drive me crazy.. He always convince that I must calm down.. must believe him... say he only love me .. but if so.. why is this thing happening? Not only once.. but through out the whole year... if he want that girl so much.. go for it.. and say some thing to me.. don't pull me and tie me not letting me go.. it is very hard to decide what should I do... I love him very much.. but I don't want to share with others. I really don't know what to do... some one please help me !!

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