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Sunday, January 14, 2007

Waiting Dilemma

What will I do now? There no more things that I need to worry about. I just need to wait till August... then my new life will begin far from home. I wonder will I miss my home if I go there? Or will I like the new life? Not sure... just wait and see.. And I also not sure will I go to State? or go to some where else, Aust? or probable UK?? There are so many thing that need to consider. And plus, I don't know whether I'm ready to "register" or not... Argghh... Am i ready ? Is he ready? what will the family say ? will they be surprise? And what if he is not mine? What if that is not my destiny? Will I be happy ? Of course i will be happy if I'm going to live with some one that I love. I can do anything I want. I can stay close to him. No more long distance relationship.. no more waiting. But now it seem like I'm getting used of waiting.. Urrrggghh... I'm crazy

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Finally Free

I finish my GMAT Test last Thursday.. Yep its done.. and I dont even know what my result reflect.. plus, i dont even have the book to study or even try the prep question. and all i got is 350.. which is below average.. hahaha... idiot me.. the lady said the average is about 400-500 point. But she said it just that you did it good or bad. Plus Kenny said that they doesnt refer to the result. only to see whether you go for the exam or not :o.. So i dont bother or it lor..

Now i got nothin gto do.. miss the campus life now , as Sherly went back to miri for the Summer Course.. Well must begin the new life.. Cant just stay in student life rite~.. So what im going to do now is just concentrate on my job.. and oh oh~... i got my visa now. So i'll go back to miri after the guy repair the car air conditioning. and do the blood test.. So scare a.. cos i stay with nyon nyon for quite long.. dont know got infected or not...

And the biggest thing that happen here is that my mum and dad ask me is it possible for us to sign *** before i go to the state.... Oh my god.. what should i do.. i mean i plan to go there to further my study and why on earth do we need to sign this and that ... and i dont know whether kenny ready or not now, as im totally not ready yet.